hey kids..

you knoe what?  i was homeless yesterday.  my mom kicked me out the house.  long story.  i'd rather not say.

so the house is sold.  we have to move out by the end of april.  i'm not going to morse next year.  my  parents said no.  so i'm going to eastlake.  "oh yay"  "i'm sooo excited"  don't really care much to go there.  i'd rather stay at morse.  can't join a sport next year either since i wont knoe when their tryouts are or anything.  anyways.  i have 2 months at morse. 

its spring break and i have no money, no car, nothing to do really.  i'm waiting for jenna to come home later on tonight so i can get my stuff. 

ivan said my moms a bitch.  haha

soo. 

it's been a while since i've been here.  how many of you guys actually even read my site anymore?  well lots been happening.. first of all

I GOT MY LICENSE.  yeah bitch i got it.  SUCKKAA.  i missed 14 but who gives a hoot.  i still got it.  so i celebrated today by taking out jenna to get some carne asada.  good eats.  and i picked up ivan too.    and went to starbucks and almost got cought.  my sister-in-law and neice saw me but they vowed not to tell. 

this day was gay becuase my mom wouldn't let me out the house.  oh yay.  i love being home.  i love it when she locks me up and tries to isolate me from everyone else.  i "really love" my mom.  shes the best.  so we hear the sarcasm?

i think we sold the house.  maybe not.  i dont knoe whats happening right now.  if i move i'm going to bonita vista.  oh yay.  this means 1. no friends 2. no boyfriend 3. no life and 4. no life.  well do we get the idea of no life?  hah  i dont wanna go there. 

so  i'm going to the P.I. in june.  i'm not so excited anymore.  i think 1 month of being with my parents in a country i dont knoe shit it will be hell.  the laws are different there.  they can actually hurt me.  PLUS they could leave me there.  then of course i'll kill myself and that'll be the end of it.  plus i won't see YOU guys.  gee.

i'm hating this background.  but since i have NO red pigment in my computer i can't tell the difference from black and red which means i can't really see shit.  all i see for the background is black and the yellow looks brown.  and the red.. well i can't see the red. 

soo kids.  remember this.  the only thing you need in life is money.  you dont' need parents just money.  thats right.  you read me ma?  i dont' need you're ass because when i'm rich i won't need you.  the only thing your good for is money. 

what a waste of a fucking half day.

mann this day sucks ass.  your ass.  after school i had to get money to pay trisa back for the candy i forgot i bought from her.  ehh.  then i had to wait in the fucking sun for my ride.  ivan was in a bad mood because his grades weren't as good as he wanted.  so i got home and cancelled my fucking drivers test.  i'm going to take it in april instead.  i figure this way i can practice more without having failed again.  mann this fucking sucks ass. 

my nephew jr. is irritating me up the fucking ass.  he keeps repeating everthing i say AND he's reading everything i type out loud.  he's like fuuhh--fuuhh-kah-kah-ing half day.  haha

so this weekend i have no plans.  not surprising at all.  i just found out my parents are really broke.  maybe THATS why they're selling the house.  wow.  i guess they really got it bad becuase we have to resort to this. 

i want a job.  mann i want one really bad.  i hate this fucking war shit.  bush.  you're gay. 

tomorrow my mom said i'll bring you to the bowling alley.  uhh.  i dont think so.  i'm not going to be in the mood tomorrow.  i wanted to do something today becuase it was half day and i have a whole 2+ hours of less school that i have to deal with. 

so i went driving today with my mom.  and i showed her that i CAN drive.  i mean i can drive just dont get me mad, i speed.  its like a chain reaction.  fucking shit.  this is SO gay.  argggg

ivan's at home.  his friends are over.  i wanna go.  not fun if i do though.  that'll just kill it with his friends.  and besides i swear like i can go there anyways.  ehh..  he's so cute you guys.  like a giant buddah who's kinda thinner with teeth.  hahahahahahaha. 

i'm so broke. 

hey dudes and dudettes. 

sheesh haven't blogged in the longest time.  well life's been pretty much the same.  parents still suck, i'm still broke and i still can't drive.  hahaha.  ohh yeah..  by the way, for all you folks who don't know.  i failed my drivers test.  yippy fucking doo da day. 

my nose itches. 

i went to mj's house yesterday.  i didn't stay too long for i went to ivan's house.  (they live on the same street)  that was fun.  i tried to lift weights.  haha.  he said i'm stronger than kirch.  i dont knoe about that one.  we wrestled, and of course i won cuz i'm sOoOo strong.  (yeah right) but it was raining hard and he wet me.  fun stuff.  maybe i should go there every weekend. 

lots of people have been looking at our house.  i don't knoe if any of them will actually buy it, becuase look at it.  haha.  its a pretty decent sized house considering it was made in 1983.  and its 1500 sq. ft. seems small compared to most of them eastlake homes.  whatever.  my house rocks.  eehh.  nm. 

i'm getting desperate for a job and i'm thinking i could just work at mcdonalds.  the one by my house.  that way i could just walk there.  first my mom said no, then she said yes, now she said no again.  why?  becuase she said my boyfriend (she assumes i have one (shes right) but doesn't knoe forreals) will go there to  visit me or whatever.  then it turned into this whole drama thing.  tell me.  whats the BIG about having one? 

i love my boyfriend.  he's THE BOMBBAY.  hes my lobster  

hello all. 

haven't blogged in a while ay.  so whats the buzz?  mann my computer has been down. 

i'm sorry kids.  i can't blog right now.  deng gotta go.  chowzers.